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| yay, im in a pissy mood again!!! i got a shitload of english to write, got some artwork, and then im prob gonna have to take my physics final. fucking a. i dont give a shit about seize the day and tommy wilhelm and all that, i dont wanna write stupid journals and poetry and shit. god dam, i hate english, thank god i only have to take it next year and then im done. w/e, im just really pissed off. i need a g/f or something. fuck, why do some of the freshmen in our school gotta be so dam hot.
well, w/e. peter pan is finally done!!! but i still have to fucking deal with alana. she never shuts the fuck up, and i dont really give a shit if shes a lesbian, she doesnt need to always talk about it. fuck her. along with that being done, the family guy skateboard is finally done, after being two weeks late. now i have 2 more projects due next friday. i dont care anymore, im in college already. i dont have to take my math final, and hopefully i wont have to take the physics. so yea, the talent show is friday, and im hosting it. so hopefully people will laugh at my jokes or whatever, they laughed at my jokes during the speeches today.
so yea, baseball season started and tomorrow we have a game. i really hope beloff doesnt put dylan or fic in right and starts me. i fucking hate those kids, they are fucking lazy and dont play the position right. bullshit he plays the players who arent lazy. im prob one of the hardest working kids on the team, w/e hes just pissed cause i was on tech and that i missed that week of practice. fuck him too. theres my anger again. if i get to hit tommorow, i hope i smack the shit out of the ball.
yea, thats all for now, im really pissed off and tired. i need a g/f. god dam. | | |
| well, well.. what can i say. not much went on these past two weeks. i cant fucking believe it, my last fucking spring break of high school and no one really wants to do any fucking thing at all. the most i did was fucking go to baseball this whole week, and that was it. i was supposed to go to the movies last week, and possibly sometime this week, but i didnt. thank god brett was fucking around so i could at least chill with someone for a few hours. all i gotta say is that srds is fucking pathetic and that im glad that im gonna fucking be up in burlington next year at UVM. im gonna be as far away from the place that i hate more than i love. at the beginning of this year, my love:hate percentage was about 50:50, but now i gotta say its 90% hate and 10% love. i hate the teachers, some students, the attitudes, etc. after fucking 11 years, i wanna fucking be out of this hell hole. yea, theres a month left, but there's still project where im gonna have to fucking feed dying old people or something. meh, whatever, its not like noone fucking reads this shit anyway. im prob gonna stop writing in this shit cause noone reads it. fuck it. | | |
| Once upon a time a boy had a dream. He imagined that his last year here would be fun, and carefree. He imagined that he would live a year filled with leisure, friends, fun, lots of girls, and nonstop good times. A life that he had thought he had seen his predecessors live. Once upon a time a boy saw his dream slowly drift away, away from his outstretched arms, slowly drifting out of reach. It seemed like no matter what he did, he just drifted farther and farther away from his distant dream. Once upon a time, a boy didn't understand why as his dream was but a mere twinkle in the night sky, an unthinkable distance away, he could witness those around him living it out. Why was he different? Why should he be cursed? What was he doing wrong? Once upon a time, there was a dreamer. | | |
| well well well. its been a while since i last updated. not much has gone on in the past month. only thing that i can think of is that i finally got my braces off after 4 years. whoo! yea, so u can actually see my teeth instead of seeing metal and shit. man, those 4 years sucked of going to the orthodontist every month. now, i only need to see him next week, and hopefully ill be done with him for a long time. oh, and my parents got the sweetest thing ever, io digital cabel. its the fucking best. theres like over 50 movie channels and alot of them are playing really good movies like hellboy and short circut. well, thats basically it for now. dunno when im gonna update anytime soon cause i have tons of work to do for tech and shit. even though some people think i dont know what im doing (u know who u are if ur reading this). welp, im done, gotta do artwork | | |
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